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Here I am at home with stomach issues and the explosive results. I haven't been able to eat much (if anything, but esp. not dairy) as I can't stomach it. It's been pretty boring, I can't really concentrate so I'm just resting at the moment; I'll just try again tomorrow.

So what happened leading up to the colic that I'm experiencing is that, after sitting chem+music I got home and was tired, had a nap and then ate dinner. After eating dinner I started getting a dull pain in my abdomen which progressed to not being able to lean forwards or backwards. I took some antacids but it had little/no effect. The pains decided to become intolerable, but in cycles, that is, it would come, give me a break, and come again worse.

Some of the worst pain I've ever felt. And I went through child birth.

Eventually the worst of it subsided after a few hours (don't read ahead if you have a vivid imagination) but not before it culminated in multiple brown tsunamis *yuck*

Annnnnyyyyyywaaaayyy, *cue bridging cough* I'm now going to analyse reasons for why/how this occurred, not for your benefits, but for mine seeing that I have little to talk about. I think (and as some of you may have noticed) I seem to get sick leading up to and during exam periods. Now to those of who like to talk about that link a lot (kind of ironic that some of you are aspiring to enter the medical profession), there is a direct correlation between stress and illness: I get stressed come exam time -> stress manifests in health. There is your answer.

Moving on, I don't really want to talk about school because I want to look towards the future. Like partying with friends and what I actually want to do at uni. I spent much of today (tuesday) looking at job websites to see how much demand there is in engineering and I found that there is a lot of demand for geotechnical engineers (specialised civil), that electrical engineers are paid shit loads (150k+ min.), that there are a few defence contractors (top secret), and that I still don't have a clear idea of what the fcuk I'm doing. I like the thought of working on big projects and being on site and I also like the thought of financial security.

Oh shiz mum is out of the shower i'ma gtfo cause it's late bb