yeah... haven't really done as much as i'd have liked because relatives were staying over they're gone now, so maybe i can get some solid study in? so bored...i bludge too much...oh well it's not like i want to be a doctor like the rest of the school
sorry for not blogging as much as i should, it's been an extremely insanely crazily hectic month. i mean everything has been crazy. deaths, stress, breakdowns, sorrow, love life, drugs....just a general summary of the month so far
anyway-see you october 15 when we slay this motherlicker
the end of an era approaches. it is deeply saddening yet at the same time exciting. but it is life. and life is short. keep the memories so you can look back with no regrets. it's been a long time guys and i'm glad to have been a part of it. so here's to girraween 2010-in my memories forever. each and every one of you has shaped me into who i am now. it doesn't express my gratitude enough and never will but here it is anyway:
feeling better...but it's kinda complicated-don't think i'm going to top myself or something haha. it's been an extremely intense week for me, one of the hardest weeks i can recall. it's been emotional. i won't say anymore than that though. thanks for your concerns peoples, i'll be alright either way though :D
Saturday, September 11, 2010
it hurts. make it stop.
WHY THE FUCK MAKE IT SO DIFFICULT? WHY? JUST STOP SITTING ON THE FENCE. PLEASE.
I'm not going to lie, I was looking forward to this one.
There's a sort of sadness and happiness about it that reflects how I feel about the days of school coming to an end.
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend.
I didn't go on msn much until the first quarter of this year, then I went on too much-you're pretty much the only reason I went on, unless I needed something school related (like missed homework). Things have quieted down lately but we must of talked just about everyday for quite a long time, pretty much up until I went to Europe. It's gone a bit quiet since then. And I can probably blame our daily extremely late conversations for our lack of sleep-running on a couple hours sleep doesn't seem so bad anymore. Hopefully we'll get together in person more often, only because this year is a bitch and has restricted any of our movements after school. It's always been a case of me coming to you though, that's how it was always going to be because I live in farmville. Any excuse to go see you in person will do.
See you real soon I hope.
N.B. lolol guys I wondered where everyone was getting the letters to someone from and then i looked again and found the whole pairing list...read the fine print guy
A girl made the list of blog topics right? What guy really thinks about their dream wedding at this stage (I made a spelling error and wrote weeding and lol'd)? I'm going to answer it as quickly as possible and then talk about something I want to talk about... Lot's of white crap and my future bride? A church or something? No idea, come back and ask me in 5-10 years.
I don't know about you other HSC kids but I'm getting some mixed emotions at the moment. What am I supposed to feel when the days of school are coming to an end? There are some pros and cons on each side; I won't go through them but I'm pretty sure you could come up with your own list. What lies in the future? Blargh so many uncertainties...
My brain is so very confused in the crush department now as well :S
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet
I did have them as a pet for a day. I just wish they didn't crap so frequently, make so much noise, were so high maintenance, and stayed that size. I miss those little bastards. They're now living at a family friend's relatives farm with a pond. Leaving was so difficult. Never again...Be strong my little ones.
Gah. I don't know if I have any on the net, maybe the family photo albums are the way to go... Alright, I'm bending the rules a little bit here, this is from 1 and 3/4 years ago on our family trip to Japan/Thailand. No prizes for guessing which country this was in.
On another note, I just want the bloody HSC to finish so some parity can be restored. Just a little longer and then BAM-finished. I'll also try and make the last days of Girraween as fun as possible when I can be bothered turning up.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of one of your best friends. Now I have to dig around facebook for a good photo of someone...
I know you probably wont end up ever seeing this here, but here it is. Sums up the silly Tabish that not that many people get to see. To be honest I just picked one of the first facebook photos I could find but it still is a nice picture. I should really bring the camera to school one day. Kinda soon. Like before the 24th of September.
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date. Just for nothing to go wrong. I don't know about the ideal date but the cinemas are a good place for things to happen ;) Have to escort her as close to home as possible and pay for everything. And a small gift perhaps? And I must be chivalrous, just a personal thing...must be the English part of my blood coursing through my veins. Make sure I whip out the tasteful humour only...I can turn the vulgar switch on and off like THAT. Just have to make sure that there are none of my bad influences around. There should be a second date if the first is perfect, right?
