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The holidays have done more harm than good I think, as my motivation at school and ability to enjoy it are all going down hill. I think the best way to put it is with my gaming analogy I used today when talking with Dani & Co.-"it's kind of like spectator mode"

I don't even play video games anymore, they're not as fun as they used to be and there's always something useful I could be doing.

I need someone to come and shake up my day because I'm finding it difficult at the moment on a day-to-day basis. Remembering it's only week 2 doesn't exactly help a great deal either. This is going to be a llllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggg year.

I have to do homework now so to sum up, I have no drive at the moment, no idea why I'm doing the HSC, and I need to stop procrastinating by feeling the need to blog.

See ya.